Moving update

Well today Ethen decided to help me pack up some things. He decided that he needed to pack up his toys and movies (even tho the movies were all ready in a box ready to go!)

Thankfully I caught him in time to stop him from packing up the cat!

I think the Boaz is nervous that we may forget about him tho. I'm constantly finding him in the boxes!

I did get a great video of Ethen "packing" a box complete with his version of taping it shut! But it didn't want to load so we will try again at a later date!

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On a different note... I must say that I can't wait until this move is over. I think Ethen is stressed out about it and doesn't completely understand what is happening. He's been acting a little crazy lately and well to be perfectly honest a little destructive (well more than usual). We still have 2 weeks and I don't think that my patience level will be maintained. From him dumping fingernail polish on the carpet to peeing in his room... something's going on with this kiddo and I am having a hard time understanding it.

Parenthood sure is difficult and I'm not sure why I often feel that I'm completely incapable of raising this child of mine! And to think I want more! Yikes... I know that we shouldn't look at other people's lives and think that they have it all together, but it's seems so natural to do so. I just want to feel like I am doing a good job, for this IS my job. Perhaps one day I will make it there... but as for today... I failed again!

But it's not really about the fall... it's about getting back up! Tomorrow is a new day and I will do all that I can to keep my head on straight and be the mom that Ethen deserves and that Christ knows I can be. She's in there somewhere... I just need to find her!